May 13, 1999
                                                                                                                                        32-57 48ST Apt. 2R
                                                                                                                                         ASTORIA, NY 11103

Dear Mom,
 
        You ar the one who shows understanding about me. Always you give me conform. When I have any difficulty. Always, you are calm to solve my problem in y daily life. The high wind passed and a sea was clam again. However, this time, I have benn in a helpless state.
 
         I see a doctor. Who told me that I have acancer in my heart. First, I can't believe what I am hearing. Then, I tell myself: all of lthe world is created by God. Only God knows everything. Who knows people's pasts and futures. I know it is all my life.
 
        I can't describe in words how much I love you. I missed you, missed your warm hands. They alwasys patted my face and easered my tears. Your hard working hands always did everyghing for me. Let me do not worry about anything. You are my lovely mom, you kind, patient, respectable... Forgive my mistakes that I done and made you angry. I tried and tried to become a good daughter. But...
 
        Don't cry for me because I will live in your heart forvever and ever.
 
                                                                                                    Your truly,
 
                                                                                                    Chun Hua Zheng



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